Earl Grey,No sugar and three valiums.....

Earl Grey,No sugar and three 5 mg.valiums.....

I am not really sure how to follow up this opening line except to say that I am finally feeling remotely human. Even with the plethora of physical ailiments I endure, I am not ready to surrender to the regimen of drugs yet, although the occasional foray into the more pedestrian aspects of pharacuticals can occasionally offer me a bit of relief....Tonight I am relieved. I have to seek some relief or I fear I am going to really lose it someday soon. Chronic pain is so miserable and the medical profession really only offers long term addictions.

Really I feel fine now.